I love this girl right here~

Assalamu’alaikum My Dearest Sister,

Life dealt you with several blows yet none managed to tumble you down. You fall, you pick yourself up. You showed and proved to others that achieving your ambition when situations are hard, is possible.

You were that one person who really knocked some real hard sense into my brain during my lowest moment in life. I remembered after that, I prayed Zohor at Abang Aidil & Fiqri’s room instead of ours since I didn’t want you to hear me cry profusely, pleading to Allah. I learnt an extremely valuable lesson which I will never ever forget insyaAllah.

Everyone is moving ahead in life and with this step you are going to take insyaAllah tomorrow, will make you closer to fulfilling half of your deen and doing it because of Allah SWT. All through the years, you’ve long wanted a man who could lead you to Jannah and helped you to be a better person. InsyaAllah he is your other half.

The only ‘proper’ present I am able to give you are supplications for your well-being and your life. I have nothing much else and I do know you don’t expect materialistic things from me. Hehe. However, I cannot stress the importance that I am extremely thankful to the Almighty One for giving me sibilings like you. Alhamdulillah.

Tomorrow, I will try not to cry okay (even though I know I will). Sayang Kak Aisah!

Love, your silliest sibling ever,

Ila. :)

When the closest thing is..

Assalamu’alaikum.

It’s exactly 12.30am. Waiting for final IDEAS ppt slides from wirda so I can prepare my script for it. Slacking a bit currently on tumblr (what’s new?) and I’m already done practicing for EMC presentation (semangat tulis script semua. Hehe). My older brother are outside in the living room with me too but he is busy watching anime online (when he is supposed to be doing his project. HAHA).

I intended to read myECONS  notes since two days ago but got caught up with projects and lots of cleaning in the house (*ehem* ada orang nak tunang seh) thus I ended up reading the same 2 topics over and over again (National Income Accounting & Macro-Equilibrium). My eyes are getting real droopy now.

Updates for this week till mid April:

1. 2 presentations + 2 quizzes + 1 report
2. 2 term tests + 1 presentation
3. 1 presentation + 1 report
4. 2 weeks of examinations
5. 6 weeks of attachment
6. year 2

All of the above are continous tau. Eeepppppp! Bak kata Cik Nariyah kita via msn, “susah-susah dulu, senang-senang kemudian.” AISEH! Couldn’t agree more. :)

Oh he is craving for nuggets suddenly. 20 pieces. HAHA. Inilah akibatnya buat kerja malam-malam buta, nak munch je.

Hari ni bulan sangat cantik. SubhanAllah. Hehe. Lawa sungguh. Bintang-bintang pun banyak yang berkelipan, best melihatnya. Berterabur betul ayat-ayat aku ni. HAHAHA.

Hmm.. Alhamdulillah. Nenek, Atok and Syakina has safely arrived home. Sempat belanja Syakina dan Kak Aisah McDonalds tadi. Sekali-sekala gitu.. Hehe.

Truthfully, been dreaming of Atok and Nenek the whole month of January. Macam-macam mimpi-mimpi ni semua. Orang tengah susah hati katanya lah kan.. Petanda-petanda semua datang kat hamba ini yang kerdil. MasyaAllah.

Gonna wear formal clothes later to school. I don’t know why people’s mindset has this thinking that formal clothes = white & black / collar shirt & pants. What’s up with that? Irritating. I mean, well, it’s their own business I know but I’m just sayin’ yo.

Been feeling rather uptight regarding this whole Jay’s situation right now. Upsetting me so much. Truly bad.

Okay. Finally he is doing some work. I have to do the same too. Bye. Jaga diri baik-baik. Kalau jatuh sakit, ucaplah alhamdulillah. Ia satu kenikmatan buat kita hamba-hamba yang lemah. Assalamu’alaikum!

Sometimes you end up being the best at something you hate.

I bought a ‘newer’ organiser just now. The one I bought at ArtBox one/two (?) weeks ago was like.. (KDJLKDSJFLAJFJ. WASTED MY $. GRRRRRRRRR.) So yes. I’m going to show it off to Wirda and Adel tomorrow. Hehe. Tak perlu, k I know. I was thinking of playing Guitar Hero tomorrow during break after GEMS but then I need to practice my AUTOCADD. Also, there is a need to improve on our 3 PPT slides for EMC since tomorrow there will be an additonal Q&A session. Tak suka. Oh, yes, I totally forgot about our PM I report which needs to be handed in on I-don’t-know-when. :(

Semalam, semangat nak baca notes AVS. Dah bacalah, tapi in the end, rasa kurang prepared. As in, saja je baca notes tu  tapi belum organised on which part is important and also understanding it. Kirakan, nak kena tetap ada pencil dan kertas lepas tu tulis semua yang perlu. Saya tak suka belajar ada perasaan macam tak baik la walaupun dah siap dengan niat dan doa. So halfway je, terus letak notes kat tepi then tengok tv. Hehe.

I will try to come on time tomorrow for GEMS k. I do not want to get warning letter.

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I typed the above out like as if I’m talking to someone close. Dah nyanyok agaknya aku ni. HAHA.

Assalamu’alaikum!

(credits via ohatoms tumblr)

PS. Oh! I figured out why the way I typed turns out like that instead of the oh-so-serious bit. I AM STARTING TO TALK LIKE ADEL, WIRDA AND BARNEY. Macam thanks ah k. :)

Sudah masanya kamu belajar wahai anak Rasol.

2 TEST PAPERS

2 EXAMINATION PAPERS

3 PRESENTATIONS

THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING.

Doakan yang terbaik k untuk saya dan yang lain-lain! Syukran! :)

Although I’m young, the pain is the same.

It’s been awhile I took out my headphones and used it to listen to music. I stood in the cabin with Singaporeans surrounding me in every direction. I decided I  cannot stand the silence and started to flip through to playlist #1 and listened to 2PM ft. YEH – Tik Tok.

I regain myself back a lil’. Alhamdulillah.