A smile a day keeps frowning lines away.

Hello and good morning!

Hope you anoopr’s lovelies had a fruitful weekends. =D

Okay, I decided to take back my PS words for the last entry. I will continue to watch AI as and when I feel like it. Heh. Who knows Anoop might just appear in the finale, performing with the Top 10 or something like that? It might just happen. So yeah.

I will keep the positive Anoop vibe going around this blog. Hehe.

School was fine yesterday. I did not panic, I did not get all stressed up and I did not feel angry. Alhamdulillah. Yeay. Reading my notes in the afternoon on Sunday before coming to lectures and tutorials the next day, helps tremendously. Now I know another method of how to study smart. Heh heh heh.

My Wednesday’s since last week has been burnt; inclusive of tomorrow and the next one too. FYI, we went to the Supreme Court last Wednesday and hmmmmmmm.. In my opinion, it feels too sleek, modernised and empty. Empty in the sense that I feel nothing at all when we went into the Criminal Court and the Court of Appeal. Initially I was excited about going in but well, at least it is the experience which counts.

Tomorrow we’re going to some place else (it’s a secret). Haha! Kidding. It’s somewhere in the West. If there isn’t any compulsory outing tomorrow, I will probably be spending a wonderful afternoon with Cik Nariyah. InsyaAllah we’ll meet next two Wednesday’s okay? =)

And the following week, we’ll be going to the Marina Barrage with a guided tour too. You might be thinking, what is the purpose of going to the Marina Barrage whereas all of us has been there either with family and friends. Jeng, jeng, jeng.

We’re going to be part of the event soooooo.. Do come down okay?! I will definitely be there for both days. Click on the poster for more details. =)

It feels good to get back on track doing hands-on. I mean, literally being part in events personally.

Oh! And I borrowed this movie titled Secret. I know, the movie like da lama but still, I only got to watch it last weekend and my oh my.. I am loving this movie. So sweet or what the storyline? Hehe. Anything to do with classical music, band music or just a particular piece of instrument in a movie plus with a sweet love story definitely makes me interested. =)

The Piano Battle - Movie ‘Secret’

Everytime I hear or listen to classical piano, I am always reminded of Hana. Oh yes. Where’s my Ungu song, Miss Hana? Heh heh heh.

I realised there is too many smiley faces in this entry. Haha! KK. Something to get you in the mood for today. See ya!

Dim All The Lights.

Initially I wanted to blog this Saturday but since now I have the time to blog, I’ll spare some time. Supposedly I am to have lecture now but it doesn’t matter.

Truth to be told, just four days into the semester and I am salvaging myself from drowning into being a low self-esteem person. Pessimistic, yes. Law is a huge huge huge headache and I am not liking it one bit. Mom was taken aback that one of my core modules is Law and she was in doubt as to why a DEPM student is learning Law. Other than that, my first Orthographic drawing’s dimension were totally wrong but definitely not out of shape and it didn’t help that I felt like my lecturer is the exact replica of Mrs A.L.

I am going to have my F&C 1 practical later in half an hour’s time and I am actually looking forward to it. =)

No matter, I decided to start learning every single thing anew. I can compare what I learnt in ITE to Poly but it will never ever be the same. As it is, take the comparison with a grain of salt.

I told Mom and Ya Humaira a lil’ of my plans yesterday and slowly insyaAllah the belief I used to have in me will rise again. Alhamdulillah for everything Ya Majid.

And, we’ll see what happens next.

PS. Anoop did great in his journey through AI and officially I will stop watching AI from next week.

What has the world (leaders) been up to?

In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful.

They should not had walked away, they should not had clapped with happiness in their faces, they should not had jeered at others and they should not had thrown fits. It may seem as setans has the last laugh but I doubt so.

Instead, he will definitely have the last laugh. He was calm and collected, he spoke with full clarity and pronouncement and he was full of confidence and integrity. Allah SWT gave him strength and faith to hold on and stand up.

As what I sms-ed Mas, in times like this, instantly I will remember Rasulullah SAW last words before he passed away.

“Ummati, ummati, ummati”.

The Prophet (PBUH), not only said once or twice but thrice. I feel the pain and a huge sadness encompass my whole body and soul. Makes me cry damn hard to watch human beings of equality doing such unruly things to each other. I wish I could defend him even if I feel like a thousand knifes stabbed my heart and it hurts. Truly hurts. If I could, I would.

As students since of a young age, one particular thing they were taught in school was to stop talking and listened to the teacher who was teaching. They know that they could raise their right hands up if they have any queries and opinions to voice out, only after the teacher is done teaching.

It is basic respect and courtesy. I will say it over and over again.

You do not get respect, you earn it. You give courtesy to others and embrace the warmth of it.

Allah SWT berfirman,

DAN KALAU ALLAH MENGHENDAKI, NISCAYA ALLAH MENJADIKAN MEREKA SATU UMAT (SAJA), TETAPI DIA MEMASUKKAN ORANG-ORANG YANG DIKEHENDAKI-NYA KE DALAM RAHMAT-NYA. DAN ORANG-ORANG YANG ZALIM TIDAK ADA BAGI MEREKA SEORANG PELINDUNG PUN DAN TIDAK PULA SEORANG PENOLONG.

[Surah Asy-Syura 42:8]

Dan Allah SWT berfirman juga,

MAKA SESUNGGUHNYA KAMI AKAN MERASAKAN AZAB YANG KERAS KEPADA ORANG-ORANG KAFIR DAN KAMI AKAN MEMBERI BALASAN KEPADA MEREKA DENGAN SEBURUK-BURUK PEMBALASAN BAGI APA YANG TELAH MEREKA KERJAKAN.

[Surah Ha Mim As-Sajdah 41: 21]

Allah berfirman lagi,

DAN (INGATLAH) HARI (KETIKA) MUSUH-MUSUH ALLAH DIGIRING KE DALAM NERAKA LALU MEREKA DIKUMPULKAN (SEMUANYA).

[Surah Ha Mim As-Sajdah 41:19]

Isn’t it obvious enough?

Be the change you want to see in the world.
- Mahatma Gandhi
(Credits to Ya Humaira for remembering the quote.)

You’re innocent, unless proven guilty.

I feel lost/numb actually. A part of me that is missing; which I am trying to figure out and searching for it high and low. I am in dire need to rejuvenate by losing myself in Islamic books. Badly. I know Allah is near but I cannot feel Him. I have already lost my voice and sense of smell due to sickness and I am hoping through this nikmat, in return will give me a boost of confidence for school. InsyaAllah amin!

Everyone knows today is the first day of school. I feel what I studied instead prepared me to be a law student, a contractor worker and a Civics Moral Education teacher. If in accordance to ITE, I feel I am studying PR Unit 8 & 5 and PIE all over again. Of course, today’s lectures and tutorials is way way way in depth and 100% usage of chim words.

You can tell I am so not over the moon with it. Also, to make me get all jittery and panicky, 65% for Event F&C I will be all full of sketches. Oh, I do not need to wait for that ’cause I am going to have Event D&D just tomorrow. Help!

I cannot think positive right now. Astaghfirullah hal’aziim!

Can I please get my own self back, the one where I feel the warmth spreading every part of my body whenever I think and speak of Allah and Rasulullah SAW? I need that back. Terribly.

Assalamu’alaikum.

As bright as the stars.

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All those running around on the 3rd day makes me sick. I’ve been having sore throat and sneezing like nobody’s business till now. No matter, it’s been all good fun. I still cannot believe we decided to draw a ka instead of a car. So confident. Haha!

And I think I might be bombarding the mentoring room often for this semester. Heh heh heh. We’ll see ey.

Still, I have not check out the musollah. I know where it is with a lil’ information here and there; and that’s it. This one whole week has been a mad rush getting to school on time (I’m one of those latecomers!). The outcome of it all: Exhausting and unable to get the right mode to settle myself down.

No matter, I keep reminding myself of Rasulullah SAW jihad. So, I will stop being whiney and save my mouth from hellfire. Na’udzubillah. School of ABE is darn far but Alhamdulillah, I’ve not injured myself and am still strong enough to walk from one end to another. =)

FYI, I totally totally totally forgotten about AI. I remembered it only just yesterday afternoon at 1530 when we were waiting for time to fly past (I could have used that time to solah =( but it’s alright I’m still getting used to the school since I bet it’ll probably take me minimum a month to remember every teaching blocks/lecture room/MLT/foodcourts) and that made me go blank for awhile. Heh. I know, totally unimportant. So what, I like watching AI because of Anoooop! And goodness gracious me, I had the tingles watching and listening to hear him sing the Bryan Adam’s song. Swoon~

Sorry, I side-tracked. And I’ve yet to configure my laptop (insyaAllah later nearer to evening). Crazy. During SPICE training, I was like blur sotong la. My goodness. At least on that first day I made an entrance into the class so they remembered me better.. And my nickname!  Yes, I’m Godzilla. Stop it. Haha!

No matter, I have to get my concentration back and dwelve myself spiritually before next week. InsyaAllah.

PS. I miss my fellow girlfriends. I keep worrying for them and it’s not a good thing. =(

 

 

 

Friends come and go but deep within you need to reach out and find those who you could see bring goodness to you.

In return, be the best friend you can be to them.

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