I ditched Fighting Spiders for two weeks in a row for Anugerah 2009. I regretted what I did last week but for this week, the guys sort of put a benchmark for the rest of the contestants so it was fun watching. At least I am reassured there IS  capable Malay guys who can truly sing. At least I feel it is worth changing channels. Heh.

And guess what? The trailer is out! I have a hunch that the movie will do justice to the book. :) Gawd, I am so excited to watch it!

I have managed to let out steam & perspiration these past two days Alhamdulillah. I am meeting the other tomorrow so it means I am getting my CareBear & my Motorola battery, like finally! Bestfriends are loved. <3

I made a Tumblr account.  I think it suits my personality better than WP, LJ and Blogger in typing out random stuffs. :)

For now, I am a tad happy  insyaAllah I will stay this way. Mom gave me a pep talk yesterday night and I came to a conclusion that in the end, Mother knows best. It may be hard to face your own shit but it’s good that at least knowing about it comes from someone close. :)

I am a lil’ pumped up for school even though I have barely touched anything at all. I failed my Law test (that is not something to be proud of), and there will be a re-test when school reopens (in two weeks time!). I figured out where I’ve gone wrong in terms of writing down the answers (not so much of me revising extremely last minute) so insyaAllah I will start reading up Law AGAIN, SOON (tomorrow maybe? InsyaAllah).  My group will start doing on our M&D project. Our task may only be building a backdrop but still, every effort counts and we should stop procrastinating (we cannot blame the part-time lecturer!).

I recall reading my first fantasy book thus wanted to randomly search on it but alas, I do not even remember the title and the author. Hah! I will stop saying I have STM. Setiap perkataan yang kita ucapkan adalah doa.. So! With that I have decided too, I will only speak good things when needed and say NOTHING AT ALL of bad things unless necessary (insyaAllah!). I do not wish to hold myself in a tight position in Akhirah. Na’udzubillah.

What else do I need to update you lovelies? Oh! I watched Hannah Montana The Movie and exercised with Nariyah on both days respectively. Hooray! I gained back self-esteem Alhamdulillah and the lyrics to Mily Cyrus song The Climb helps a lot too. :) People may say whatever but I kind of like the movie (although I’d still prefer watching 17 Again) but still.. It’s alright, not bad.

Oh! I found an amazing song. Hehe. Jimmy Robbins – Everything To You. <3

He is a PREETAYE boy. *raise eyebrow*

Okay. InsyaAllah this positivity will be a continuous one. Ameen.

PS. There is a preview for the English version of the song Nobody by Wondergirls on YT. Yikes! o_O

PSS. I learnt a new word. IFFY. :)

What is real and just a dream?

Alhamdulillah syukur. I got word from Mom yesterday that Fiqri has moved to reading Al-Qur’an. =) I cannot give him more than what I myself know in reciting verses as I am not proficient and has lil’ knowledge, so it is good he is learning what is required there (it is time he taught me something instead!). As his sister, I know he will feel emptiness in his heart when he comes back here. He will be pressurised from time to time from his all time beloved impatient sister (yours truly) to study.

Plans is in progress to go there this coming Syawal as a family. I am so pysch about it. It has been too long since I went and I bet some houses has changed and people’s appearances and attitudes might differ. I hope they will not get too much shock seeing me. Heh.

I am in love with tumblr. There are wonderful sites which I totally like. Lots of pictures and phrases which suits my sentiments exactly.

Ya Humaira will be gone for the whole week. Fiqri will still be there and I take it that the elder brother will be busy working + soccer + lepak sessions with friends + sleep so I will mostly be alone at home, as usual. I  have about two more weeks to redeem myself before school reopens and probably this will be a good time to do it.

I do not know whether it is just me or it is school being the problem.  They say that ITE students who goes to polytechnics has to work 10 times harder. Truthfully, only after six weeks of schooling then do I managed to grasp hold a lil’ of my modules and having term tests on week seven is a time bomb. Explosions everywhere and I literally died. I am unsure of what to make of it. Seriously. I am crumbling deep inside. =(

To make it worse, ever since Nenek & the rest left Singapore, I am feeling extremely down and indulging myself in watching WGM did not helped ’cause that made me dreamed of people whom I missed terribly. 

If only it is true..

(via seaofmilk)

I think it is time for me to get on a plane and fly there to meet you.

“People think dreams aren’t real because they aren’t made from matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they are made from viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes.” – Neil Gaiman.

 

 

PS. I guess I watched too much WGM. =(

I am in the midst of getting to the end of My Sister’s Keeper and this book by Jodi Picoult is worth reading. It made me ponder over so many things and most sentences in this book compliments well the way I feel. That is one of the reasons why I love reading due to the fact that the author writes down what we are trying so hard not to show and face to others. It may be fictitious but truthfully in my opinion, everyone secretly thinks the same way with some characters in this book and deny the sanity they have to come across it.

I spent a very good time with Dhilah in the afternoon and swinging by to meet Jeammie in the evening today. It has been a tremendous relief for me to be in touch with them lovelies. Asked Mas along but she had work so it was a-okay. InsyaAllah next time, we will have a random meet up soon.

I have 10 more times to snap before I produced the pictures. It is so exciting! My first ever film camera and seeing how it will turned out is making me energetic to go on snap snap snap all things I see. Hee. InsyaAllah soon I will get myself a Holga. =D

And, there is an event ‘Volunteer Day’ this coming Saturday for all volunteers who is and wants to be part of the volunteering team for the Inaugral Singapore Youth Olympic Games 2010. Hmmm.. I have signed up for it and managed to get Dhilah to join me also but now, I am not that sure. I am weighing the possibilities and worries. The important thing is whether I have the time for it and seeing how my life is right now, I think I may not be able to handle three plates in one go.

School is a wreck. Imagine Titanic submerged.

Anyhoos, my time has been occupied in watching We Got Married. Hehe. It is a stress reliever for me. But this one whole week will be filled with projects and service duty too. Probably I will try to slot a time just to watch the show. I HAVE TO OR I WILL GO BONKERS. Haha! Like real. I still have Allah with me. So yeah, insyaAllah I am in the right path. Ameen. =)

I guess I will update whenever (imitates Kak Aisah). =D

Assalamu’alaikum.

Sometimes, I am emotional too much.

(via here)

I guess I am starting to like pictures with chairs, a table and a coffee cup. Maybe I really need to do solah istikharah. Hmm..

(via here)

And I think, I am beginning to fall in love in taking pictures again. I saw so many beautiful sights the past week that I felt weak looking at the wonderful creations by God without my camera in hand to store what I see. =(

Maybe, just maybe for now, it is the time to strum my guitar back which I have left so long behind.

 

(via here)

Or reading books too.

 

 

PS. Law test was.. And I felt..

No matter, Allah knows best.